sitting by the window..reminiscing on the times we spent

Monday, December 04, 2006

last nite before bed..i told myself it's gonna be a pretty darn fine day tmr(o4/12/o6)..i smiled n teared at the same time..thinkin bout things..with my leg hurting..i soon fell asleep at 5..
jus glad tat 4 months went by so quickly..without much complications..without much quarrels..jus with loadsa love..just the way i wan things to be like..
anyways i woke up feelin glad..budden..i slumbered back to sleep feelin moody..well moodless actually..knowing tat yet again..i would not be able to spend this month's anniversary with him..i woke up with a blurred vision havin a thought tat he jus rang the doorbell..but..nah..it was the newspaper man..i crawled out of bed..sank into the sofa..continuing with my moodless stonning..wonderin to myself if the next month would be better..the 4th of jan happens to be a thursday..if we're working..i have my doubts tat we would be able to spend tat day together..but i'll keep my fingers crossed..
boredom's creepin up to me slowly..waiting for his call..growin restless..feeling drained of all my emotions..leg still hurting n pus-ing by itself.. amagad..i started to tear again..tat was the last thing i needed..dunno wat the crap has gotten into me..all the restlessness n tearing has got me all confused n crapped up..am i being selfish n petty or maybe jus over reacting? or am i jus..jus too emotional like how every girl would be like..i guess pretty much maybe its jus me..somehow my heart feels numb..i have no idea y..perhaps due to my boredom n my restlessness tat started all this crap..wouldnt do tat normally..but..hell yeah i blew it this time..screw the world man jus fuck it..
ok right now..i'm feelin darn outa place..currently at mich's house..all the phua sisters with their dearrie,darling and dar dar..n i'm left outside alone..sitting in the sofa staring blankly at the com n the surroundings..blasting music into my ears to stop my mind from going to thoughts i dun wanna have..
OH SCREW THE WORLD N FUCK IT BIG TIME..
please pardon my vulgarity..aint feeling me today..peace out peeps..

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