hais..things in sch arent getting any better..feeling so left out in anyway i could possibly feel..i mean its seriously gettin obvious..sigh..but wat can i do..its all against one..really hurtin to see tat after bout 3 years plus or longer of friendship and companionship it all ends up dis way...
come to the fatherthough ur gift is smallbroken hearts,broken liveshe will take them allthe power of his word the power of his bloodeverything was done so u would comehais..can someone please let me know wat i have done to get dis..am i gonna be kept in the dark for as long as forever?sigh..common test's around the corner..am i gonna push myself to the breaking point dis time round?will any of my friends be there to support me,be my silent supporter..well at dis point of time..i think not..i think it will be jus down to me,myself and i together with God..spent a few nights pondering bout life..bout the meaning of life..did God make me stray away from my friends or make my friends stray away from me for a purpose?to add to the misery of sch life..if they are ppl i dont noe..its fine with me..but the ones i'm distancing big time from are ppl whom i have known for years..ppl i call friends..ppl i can trust..i can talk to..i can luff with and ppl who wont leave me at one corner of the room..but now..nth is going the right way..i dont wanna lament on dis thing much longer..but..but..hais..nvm..anyways..sch sucked big time today as usual..tupid ms chng and her changing parade..den all tat tupid things..sat putside during english to do my reflection cuz didnt wanna go in n me an eyesore to them n if my presence is nt wanted..so i stayed outside..yeah..nt really feeling well dis few days..perhaps due to the lack of sleep..but nvm..hu cares..sigh alryts..gtg
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